Sorrow Stories

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

hahaha...

haihs..today sucks...went out den met so many ppl...first met thow xin studying wif some cedar girl..at ps...all at ps!...wtf...jia hui..den..cherlie and her stead..en i think deborah...and oso maybe melody.. o well...den some funny girl called my name in the mrt station...so loud la!...summore call my surname oso leh...i think is tess...always call my name wif surname one..hahaa...okok tml going to sch..again...wif a new hair cut..hahaha...template time..lollol...going tekka mall to buy stuff for the camp..haha...tiring...learned how to play the guitar...noe abt 3 or 4 notes...haha...and its quite cool...shall learn more...haha...oh and im sure i can lose weight...hahhaa...its all in the head...its all in the head...its all in the head...hahaha...okok lame...im going to do sth else now...bybeyess...

fliesoff-
Terry..

Posted at 6:38 PM

Thursday, May 26, 2005

haish

haha...today...inter house sports day...so fucked up la...played soccer in mud...so gross...hahaha...den my shoe...all full of mud...and i cut my hair!...looks like nakata now...haha..shud be cool la...but too bad i cant dye my hair...haish...o well...okok im puffed...so tired..haha...tml might blog...no wait..cant...cedar campfire...hahaha...oh so my june camp is screwed...haha...okok..byebye...

fliesoff-
Terry =)

Posted at 8:58 PM

Monday, May 23, 2005

ending of the long weekend

haha...well..tml is...tuesday...having a holiday...haha..marking day...and might be and most prob am going out...wif don aj dwight jontan jordan and hell noes hu...haha..going to play lan...ownage time...hahaha...going to collect my cd too...overdue very long liao..haha...well...all i wanna say is tat im bored..haha...alrite..time to get dinner done...byebyee...

Posted at 6:22 PM

Sunday, May 22, 2005

my first structure built

waos.. i built my first spars structure wif jon heng mattang keith kevin kc xinwen i think..haha...damn cool sia...anyways..i joined them at abt 1 plus yeah...until abt...5...ahaha...my lashings were really tight...haha...good...wahahha...den we built 2 towers...den connected them to make a bridge...so cool la...den it cud even support my weight...den after tat went home..den went out again to jalan..haha...den left at abt 11 plus..den went home wif tham tham...lols...quite fun last nite...ahah...reached yishun at 12..overslept..haha...when i reached khatib bought a milo freeze and went home...so late liaos...oso half asleep..haha...den reach home..bathed and settle down...was already 1..den fell asleep liao...haha...today maybe going play pool wif xavier..haha...i've improved...alot...i guess..haha...going for breakfast soon..den accompany my mom to the temple...vesak day..haha..im so tired now..and my hands have slight rope burn...hahas...red and rough..makes me seem man...lol...lame again...o well..nth liaoss..hahaha...tats wat basically happend yesterday...well...will end here...tata..

fliesoff-
Terry

Posted at 11:21 AM

Saturday, May 21, 2005

life is so boring.

haha...its mee...life is so boring...even after exams...haish...its saturday now...and...i have to go to sch...yesterday was a lonnggg night...haha...went out until dunno wat time ahh...den got home got scolding...lols...well...it was fun tough...haha...hmm...monday is vesak...tuesday is..marking day...so cool!..means...next week starts on wed...means its a half week...wahahha..last friday was damn slack..whole day play...and as usual...sense of emptiness still lingers...haha...

do i cut my hair at...barber...orr...at some saloon...haha..i dunno manss...maybe i shud get a mroe stylish cut...hehs...but when...maybe during hols ba...lol...anyways...the top shop/man now at wisma has no more wallets...i think..i cant seem to find it...hahaha...oh well...ahha...keith, jun er and i were like walking in paragon...acting like we're damn rich and finding clothes...like wtf la...i say this reayy nice jacket too...but the price aint tat nice...haha...anyways...we went into G2000 and...AX...hahaha...i think burberry(how to spell arhs?) too..haha...lame laa...tats him i guess...anyway...i have nothing much to do now...so yeah...going off like..haha...yeah..byebyee..

fliesoff-
Terry

Posted at 9:06 AM

Thursday, May 19, 2005

hols are near!

HAHAHAHAHAA...its soooo cool la!!...hols coming soon...haha...the daoing thing to melswee is working..ahaha...jer's helping out too...haha...okok...so hols are near..so sian...wat am i going to do arhs...hahas...so sian...im tired now...haha...haish...im going to cut my hair..hahas...maybe dye...but...arghs...so ex..dunno where to get the money..hahas...going to sell RO accounts too..haha...so sian still...ehs...hu wan go out during hols...call me out!!..so sian..haha...alrites..going to chat noww....byebye..

on a more sobber tone.haish..why.why.why.why.why...u make me cry almost every single night...day by day...it seeps deeper into my heart...the one tat u were in..the red room with four walls bleeding...yeah tat...every night i think of u...i bleed even more...every night...i get cut deeper..harder...wif a much sharper blade...thru my heart...until i break down...im on the verge of depression...i dun show it...cos i wanna forget abt u...but all i think of is u leaving me...and tat hurts real bad..u turned yr back on me..and i gave u my all..is tat the appreciation i get?is tat wat i get for loving u so much..giving my very best to not lose u..but all i get was blood...blood frm my broken heart...i juz wish i cud turn back time..and not noe u at all...i hate u so bloody much..but i still love u...tat juz sucks...i wish..realli hard...wish tat we didnt start at all..

livingwithoutyou..
Terry-

Posted at 6:03 AM

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

EXAM OVER

hahaha..finally...i can say phew...its finally over..but...so boring...going out next week i guess...jeralds buying me a wallet...hahaa...den going lan wif don and dunno hu la...trash or get trashed..haha...AJ dunno how good...shall see...wahaha...anyway...malaysian trip...17th to 20th june..haha...dunno going where sia...but going to have fun...haha...

ok shud i cut my hair again...i dun wanna cut it for the next 1 week...its 1 more week to the hols!!....and i wan a long tail..haha.../wags/...haha...so lame...okok..im so bored now...at home wif my sis...and i have finished exams...no one to play wif...so sian...and i juz broke a bowl...uh oh..haha...bad luck arhs?...hmmm...dunnoss..haha..i think...im going to...do sth now...haha...duh ...im so bored...i fell asleep on the train and alighted at sembawang...tats so far frm my home...den took to yishun and den 811...haha..i was so tired...den tot i wud slp when i reach home...haha..maybe later...haish..

im so bored...alrites..gtg do sth else...byebyeee....

seems happier-
Terry

Posted at 1:54 AM

Monday, May 16, 2005

fuck u

im so crushed...dunno wat to do now..i shall live in solitare..without a drop of love or care abt it..i shall never love again until i understand the meaning of love...i wasn't loved at all....but i gave u my all...if this is wat i get...so be it...its over...i have nth to say...

cries-
Terry ='[

Posted at 5:51 AM

Sunday, May 15, 2005

reliving the dream.

haish...ok...i have yet to join bball...my mom doesnt want me too..maybe i will quit scouts...den i'll join bball...i think i can handle la..

i feel tat i have a blank space in my life...she...haish...left me for good...cant get u back..i realli miss her...her reminesence is creeping in and still..shes not there...i nid help..cant live without her for now...i guess it'll be over...soon...or awhile more...but...whyy...i dun think anyone can answer tat question but her...swirling in my head...the question..of y u had to leave..its all too vague for me to understand....but i think...in the end..its still yr choice...i have 2 more papers to go...DnT and CME...den maybe meeting melody...dunno hu else...shud ask jer to come wif me..

crap...
i miss u sooo much...is there a chance?..i guess not...F*ck la...frigging pissed wif myself...

so...wat have we learnt?..
nothing turns out the way we want it to be...

its.all.over-
Terry....

Posted at 4:00 AM

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

gone...its over..

so heres the end...it was nice having u ard...maybe now...we can still be friends...it will really be cool if it turns out right btw us...but...complications...big word and big issue..

ive gotten over it already..although it was shot to me today...but i knew long ago...its alright...i think we can be great friends...and i treasured EVERY moment i have spent wif u..i thank u for being there in anytimes of need...and i thank u for juz being...wif me...i thank u...too much to thank...and i realli hope we're friends...akwardness sure fills in...but ...den again..time still comes in to play...

ok i shall end here...

loved-
Terry

Posted at 5:46 AM

Sunday, May 08, 2005

mother's dae..

hahahah its mother's day today lol...i cant realli see wat im typing...ok..now can...weee...well...its 11.11 in the morning...and im not tired...juz...aching...haha...when i went to play bball wif jerald on friday...we moved the bball net...and had to carry the weights...CONCRETE...hahah....oh speaking of concrete...haha...if u do walk past my school to cold storage..u will be able to see foot prints there...in the cement..hahahah...mines there!!!....but i forgot to put my initials...damn...hahaha..haish...its raining....shud be able to snooze later..hahha...nice weather to slp...lols...okok..tml is...geog..haish...am i ready?...YES!!....hahaa....amazon basin case study!...weee...can make it can make it...juz focus...hahahha...FOCUS...twwweeetttt....focus..lol...i wonder wat am i gonna do today..lols...where are we eating...mothers day...and keith wanted to go to jun er's hse today...sorry jun er for the miscommunication...lols....keith's fault...lol....

okok to don...don..u shud change yr image...keith and i are afraid u will turn out...anti social..anti social to...girls...hahaha....u damn wuss!...wake up yr bloody idea...haha...joking...wee...

okok...hu the hell is usagi hu added me on friendster....hmmmmmm....i think its daryle's friends...hmmm..add me for watT???...hahhahah....

so lame...im talking crap...haish...ooo....okok..time for me to go...mom is awake...

HAPPIE MOTHER'S DAY!!!....

cake?flower?prezzie?
haha...dun have dun have dun have...sharing wif sis...okok....bbbbb...tata ppl...

flies off-
leaveamsgafterthebeep....

*BEEP*

hehe...
Terry=)

Posted at 11:18 AM

tiredness...bball made my back hurt..

heyyy...haha...okok...well..today...im posting cos im going to slp...so juz use first...lol...okok...sry didnt post those few days back...was busy mugging...haha...mugging the basketball...wahahhas...no la..half half..well...yesterday...ok fine...its 12.02..two days ago..haha...i was juz studying..den play bball wif jerald..haish...still lost to him...wat can i say?...hes bball cap nia...haha...okok..today..i mean yesterday...played bball in the morning...tot the court wud be empty....but NOoooooOOO...so mmmaaannnyyy ppl la...haha...so went to play the other side...lol...today mothers day....HAPPIE MOTHERS DAY MOMMY!!...hahaha....i went to jun er's hse today....was busy doing geog...monday paper is geog..haha...oh SHIT!!...june camp...i have not planned...oh my gosh..haha...okok..sis nagging at me to get off...and im going to slp...nites ppl...haha...altough its 12.06 now...lol...i took such a long time to post...okok...wtf...well...hope i have a nice slp cos my back is killing me...haish...its like...swollen...bleeaahhss...bo pian..okok...nitenite ppl...shush...im going to slp now..

flies off-
Terry :0 Yawwnnn

Posted at 12:08 AM

Thursday, May 05, 2005

thoughts..

shud i cut my hair?...my back part of the hair is long liao...but i dun wanna cut it..haish...haha...its a tail....wiggles...hahaa...okok..well...if i do cut...what shud i cut...haha...follow keith to reds?...16 bucks?...haish cant decide..okok...monday is geog...omg..and i dun have my geog text...fuck...ok...how..dun panic..im sure MC is better...haha....i have more notes in it...haha..see im so guai!...hahaha....lammeee....okok...today...helped them in history...didnt realli teach tough...haha...talking all the time...weeee im like a teacher now...blogging now seems meaningless when i have practically nothing to blog abt..haha...

my layout is abit old liao...i think i shud change it...haha...yeah?...YEAH!!...ok...going to find a new layout!!...weeess.....oh shit...means i nid to change my format...bleahs...fineee.....this blogg will be down awhile..haish...gonna change url...weeee....

Posted at 4:49 AM

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

ok slacking today

haahhaahaha ok im typing in white..so lame...okok well today in school..i slacked alot...wassup wif nat man...who the fuck think he is...strong so wat...dumb ass...i bet he'll retain...throw my geog book away...think i dunno ah...chao lan jiao...den...summore say wassup wif my hair today...like his very nice...rich and got chiobu as gf den big fuck ah...kanina la...at least i've got friends...TRUE friends...not ''friends'' that respect u cos u're strong..i tot u were a nice guy...but wtf...all u did to the class..i dun think so man...so many ppl so sia lan...helmy always ji siao me...but i ok wif it...darham getting on my nerves...haish...at least leo diam diam liao...darham...haish...shud learn when to shaddup..lol...ok im abit off today...haha...well..maths class got double period..den uncle lee not in school..haha...so...yeah slack period!!played tai ti wif...leo, darham, bryan, takeshi, sidney, shawn, and...i think...me..haha..yeah...we tried to get bryan off his seat...but he kept winning..so no choice but to play on..haish...so pro-ded...haha...tml...got house mtg...and...after tat im going library to study..haha...i have to pass DNT!!!...no wait..not pass...get a DISTINCTION..haha...i think can la...juz nid chiong in my theory...haish...nat can go and die...deserves to die...haha...go to nz la...singapore doesnt nid a loser like him...i pity celeste...haha....okok..sian...blogger is abit hard to use..it doesnt like me..haha...the marquee oso dun like me...work on my blog dun work on others...haish...siann la...okok...hungry liao...going to find foood......

flies off-
Terry =/

Posted at 7:40 PM

Monday, May 02, 2005

confession

okok...well said it out...now let time decide...realli concentrating in my exams now...nid to get an A1 for dnt...haish..tml...going to go home early...den maybe...will study like dog..haha...okok..tuesday...going to study...haha...cant wait for exams to pass...den life will change...as i will be a new man...laziness will soon fade away...hard work pays off..haha...alrites..im so sian now...books in school...heh...okok..gtg liaoss...byeebyeee...

flies off-
Terry.. =/

Posted at 5:42 AM